Truly Madly Deeply Me

I'm counting the date with a churning stomach lately. Super worried, super nervous! A LOT of things still to be done ='( Today is December 24 , just FOUR days before my solemnization in Pahang, but I'm still in the office working at 2.16 p.m., in Penang!!  Several colleagues gave me a confuse stares  "Wei, pergi balik la buat preparation. Boleh pulak wat relaks kat sini." "Aik, bila nak balik?" -__-   Haven't take my lunch, super hungry but no appetite at all. I don't know what to eat..help! My fiance? Happily enjoying the beginning of his holiday in Shah Alam. Happily, I think. (I emailed my previous master assignment for him to copy!)While I'm busy with the all the preparation things alone.  I asked him to buy the baju melayu for my younger brother today, hope he doesn't forget.   Yes, I do all the preps alone, am sOoo tired I think I gonna throw out. But thankfully my mum help to prepare the emcee's script and

It's 21 December. Just 7 days before my solemnization *sigh* Despite all the depression, nervousness, and A LOT of things undone, I am happy to be his other half, very soon. Wish everything going on smoothly. Ya Allah, please grant us with the strength, health and happiness towards our marriage. Amin. Our very first photo together. Haha. Kidding!  

People were ecstatic about 12.12.12. Yeah, a special date for tying the knot or getting a baby born so that you have a wonderful anniversary date, cool birthday, and for guys, an easier number to be remembered every year. And of course, we might not live for another centuries to meet this kind of date again (no, not might not, it's impossible!) To be honest, I don't even realized the so-called special date on wednesday. It comes to me when people were talking about it all over the radio, facebook, twitter and lunch break in campus. Guess all I'm thinking about was the 8.00 a.m. to 2.00 p.m. practical class, my annoyingly itching body-why of all the days, I get allergic reaction less than 3 weeks before my wedding :'( and my contract that expires the day after. Waiting for a formal contract renewal is such a pain. I submitted the renewal application 6 months ago but I just get the offer letter a week ago! Wish they don't hold my december salary, I need the money